Just watched a little end part of the secret life of walter mitty..
And I am still in davao; mindanao..
In this only my room...alone with the sound from the tv...
Actually the fox or hbo at astro always show up with the movie; but I just don't have my chance to watch; or ignorance may always control myself... same for this time...it just me...has some times to watch the preface ...the soound track that grab my attention..."ground control to major tom" bla bla bla..its from david bowie; guitar played by a woman; might be the heroin for the movie...a song that i knew and loved to listen a little time back from now...i watched youtube to listen it again while then I just continue what I was wanted to do; taking bath and do packing to go back tomorrow...
And the tv do its job with my ignorance...
After sometimes;
once again its end just grab my attention....
A magazine entitled "life" dedicated for someone who made it...
And I start to write this....
Today the exhibition end...its so relieved when I manage to close it earlier because I just can't handle it anymore. It was so tiring...meetg people who keep asking waned to buy but I need to tell its not for sale n start explaining bla bla bla...and serve wet coffee sampling...bla bla...suck...sorry I just can't handle it anymore...dont ask me more.
Come back to my life..its not this that I am trying to show to my special or to closed frens...I just like to story...what I am heading to do or just did...they are all I have...that's it....
I am not regretting or complaining my life tru the story...I just do some talking and connecting...
I just hope I am not hurting eerybody who heard the story...
Life...its all on our own shoes...I never look down to others life especially to my closed one...
Never be hopefully until now and respecting is my ear..
Sometimes I just missed the moment of my best buddy listen to mine as they are really my closed one...never judge me..or never try to show me that I need to feel sorry why I start do talking...I really missed those time we can laugh to the silly thing we viewed...
But I know ... the time gone...people change...your best buddies also change...that their life change the way I saw them once...
I end this writing by :
My boss asked me to decribe himself after I showed what I have read from a book
:: my answer : erm just wait..
:: his answer : ah that too bad for me...and its worst..
:: my explanation : don't make assumption; u just expecting some answer from me; but I just answer just wait..that s it..
Then his partner came ..
My boss asked me again ; what u can describe about him ?
:: my answer : don't much about him ( he is the boss from my the subdiaries company of the place that I work fpr now)
:: his partner told : u need to have 2 view..one is u don't need to know inside to describe somebody like u choose any book from the bookstore
Second :: yes u need to know the deepest of somebody..
And my response :: a smile
Then my fisrt boss came
And my boss once again asked..what u may describe about him ?
My answer :: don't know..and I smiled
His response ...really not fair...me just wait ..him u don't know...and what u can describe about ur special one..
My really one response : (pause..and a silence...)..maybe don't know ..
And my boss response was .. I think u just being honest ...
After awhile I just walked around other booth while holding boiler after filling it with full of water from matrade booth.and this one came up to my mind...maybe I just can't describe people from others story or description and I really sure the more u know someone the more u really don't know much ..that's life...kinetic ..
Life :: 26oct 2014
